moving on

My heart still aches no matter how much I try to be strong, move on and forget. For goodness sake, is there a simpler way to ease such pain??

I guess there isn’t ANY choice, but one... to move on and be happy T_T..

A friend also once said, there is no point in giving too much time to heal, the more time given, is the more time for suffering. It has been 7 long months of heartaches, 7 long months of depression, and 7 long months of single life. Something behind my mind keeps reminding me that it’s time! It’s time to move on! But...

Although as much as we wish life can be beautiful and be with the person we love, or hoping that somehow in their hearts they will still have us.. It is always the hope, the optimism, and the memories that fail me ALL THE TIME!! Also the thought of HOW the person can forget the love and the LIFE we once had. Could these be erased with ease?

Whatever it is, there is NO WAY, ABSO-f*Uking-lutely NO WAY that I’m bringing myself back into that shit again. I’m moving on, and will not allow any chance for further heartaches caused by him.

I’m sorry guys, although as much as I’d LOVE to be present at any occasion, but please bear with me for a lil longer, til I’m TOTALLY and completely recovered, and moveD on! I promise it won’t take as long ^.^

One last message to you,

只要你和她很快乐，我没关系，这是爱你的决定。。

One hell of an unconditional love from the person who loves you with all her heart and who is abso-f*Uking-lutely true to you – WITH NO DOUBT!! It certainly is your lost! =)

I’ve kept this song for a while and decided to post it ONLY when I’ve done them. And yes, I did it, in conjunction to the lunar new year, at the same time welcoming a new beginning =)

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戴佩妮 - 怎样

我这里天快要黑了
那里呢
我这里天气凉凉的
那里呢
我这里一切都变了
我变的懂事了
我又开始写日记了
而那你呢
我这里天快要亮了
那里呢
我这里天气很炎热
那里呢
我这里一切都变了
我变的不哭了
我把照片也收起了
而那你呢
如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是深爱着对方
像开始时那样
握着手就算天快亮
我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是隐瞒着对方
像结束时那样
明知道你没有错
还硬要我原谅
我不会原谅
我怎么原谅
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